Quick update: I’m doing ok
A number of people reached out and offered their prayers and well wishes after I shared how I’ve been struggling with anxiety while waiting for the results of my annual cancer screening.
Thank you everyone for your support. It means a lot.
I was hoping to share an update after I heard back from my doctor, however I’ve once again underestimated the US healthcare system’s capacity to work in mysterious and unpredictable ways.
In other words, I haven’t gotten the all clear from my doctor yet.
But!
I did receive the write-up of my scan results — and it looks like I’m cancer free!
Yay!
Obviously I’m relieved and grateful for this outcome.
And yet, I also feel frustration and resentment that this unsettling process is something I will likely deal with for the rest of my life.
It’s all been a lot to take in lately.
Which is why I didn’t share a newsletter or post to social media for most of last week.
I’ve been sharing long talks with Sunaina, giggling with my daughter, and having a good cry when the need comes up.
Physically I might be in the clear, but emotionally I still feel like I’m recovering.
But I also feel like I finally have space to turn my attention elsewhere, so expect to see more relationship stuff here again soon.
And thank you again for sharing this journey with me.
-Matt